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It's the Middle of the Night and We Can't Sleep

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Dec. 14th, 2006 @ 05:39 pm

anoninsomnia is a personal, anonymous journal where I express the thoughts insomnia create.
I'm hoping to be an extremely unique, and successful journal.

It would be much appreciated if you were to take a look at my profile, and "friends only" page, where there is a little more information on what I'm doing, and why.

Thank you.

Sep. 20th, 2005 @ 04:34 am
I'm a moody fuck at 4:30 AM
What's Entertaining Me: Dirty Vegas - Ghosts

Aug. 5th, 2005 @ 02:59 am
It really sucks when you are looking for someone to distract you...

And everyone is asleep

A sign of Bordom Aug. 2nd, 2005 @ 12:02 am
I am currently sitting at 34 degrees 10' 38.88" North / 117 degrees 20' 23.05 West.

Thank you Google Earth.
Current Mood: tiredtired
What's Entertaining Me: Pete Yorn - Strange Condition

Jun. 29th, 2005 @ 01:00 am
hey my name is Lotte, 14 years old from the netherlands...
had insomnia since I was six.
the fact that some people are unhappy, and that some people are dying keeps me up all night.
I think my record of not sleaping is 3 weeks, allthough they say 11 days is the worlds record.
english is NOT my first language, soooo if I typ like a retard, please correct it. I'm good at translating, not at spelling.

I'm not interesting, please get me of the list if I'm not interesting.

but I have nobody to talk to when it's so late.

X lotte

VH-1 and no sleep Jun. 26th, 2005 @ 04:54 am
It's pushing 5am. I slept about 90 minutes tonight. I'm going to be a freaking Zombie today.

WHY???? Jun. 23rd, 2005 @ 01:51 am

Found this...

and just had to wonder...

so I went HERE and found it was not a joke.

All I can ask is -


Current Mood: indescribable

Jun. 14th, 2005 @ 09:03 pm
sleep? nah. just got back from a 30 hour bus drive from oklahoma back to alabama. stayed awake and talked to strangers the whole time. boring. i don't suggest it. then went home and had sex with my b/f. all n all, good day. kinda. is it still sunday?
Current Mood: crazyWHEEEE!
What's Entertaining Me: Yo Ho-Pirates-R-US

Jun. 14th, 2005 @ 02:38 am
I was bored so I dyed my hair purple. My dad will be rip shit when he sees it. Any suggestions for how to break it to him?

My Mind is Going, I Can Feel It Jun. 11th, 2005 @ 02:38 am
Tonight's period of insomnia is brought to you by Late night drives, a concoction of gourmet coffee's found in a local service station and wondering what a car would look like if it was called the Ford Perfect. Would it be a great car for hitchhikers?

Jun. 2nd, 2005 @ 12:15 am
Essays are stoopid.

Now I can't sleep now, but I'll be tired all tomorrow. I don't feel like dealing with work, or school, or any of that shit which means I have no time to nap.

I've been so tired after I crashed my car. Even more so after I dumped my boyfriend, o well. Maybe I'll not even bother sleeping and watch the sunrise.

Bugger it. I wish I had some comics now.
Current Mood: boredbored
What's Entertaining Me: Bon-y-Aur - Led Zeppelin

twitch Jun. 1st, 2005 @ 10:59 pm
my names twitch and i can't sleep....i work at the mcdonalds, and when i;m not working i'm at the waffle house anyway until i come home and type on the computer. the only thing that helps me sleep is cigarettes and i never have any. thought i would say hello to fellow non sleepers.
Current Mood: awakeawake damn it
What's Entertaining Me: broken-seether

Um Yeah May. 20th, 2005 @ 12:27 am
Hey I just won a free Milkshake and Whopper.

Should have joined the Dark Side. Maybe I'd win something that I can keep.

Going back to cleaning now.
Current Mood: busyCleaning this Damn House!!!
What's Entertaining Me: Rolling Stones - Paint it Black

May. 17th, 2005 @ 01:04 am

The Marmoset Army Has Invaded

Spread the Word

Yeah, I need Sleep!!!!!

May. 5th, 2005 @ 05:00 am
I used to like being up at this time. The way the quiet begins to break with the chirping of birds and the sun waking up across the earth. Now all i can think of is what the fuck am i doing here and why doesnt my bed put me to sleep like normal people??
Other entries
» (No Subject)
have you noticed that after you think your insomnia is cured, and you start sleeping again, you feel even more like a zombie? most of us like being in that void of not sleeping because the high it gives us is sometimes better than simply living reality.
» (No Subject)
Everyone i know is sleeping right now and im stuck writing this stupid report.

I think the worst part is i really dont want to do it so im just taking a long time with it.

Not like id be sleeping if i was done with it anyways.
» (No Subject)
7 days lalala
i'm a zombie
» Random thoughts
I hate lying in bed... eyes wide open... brain doing it's best impression of a japaneese bullet train coarsing through the scenery of thoughts that fall like a torretial downpour at this time of night.

And it figures, I'm the only one up right now. Hate this shit...

I got a random IM from someone and my mind has been thinking about returning for a moment. Just to see friends and family. I don't know if I should do it, or when I would be able too. I swear the town I'm in literally DIES after 10 pm. Makes mw want to throw my hands up in frustration every night.

But whatever you know... I'm up here cause I made the choice to be up here. So I have no one to blame but myself for feeling miserable all the time. I just hate seeing others hurt cause of my feelings. And people wonder why I hide behind a keyboard till 2am most nights. I really think I would be better off as a hermit... A RICH hermit who recently won the lottery... That'd be nice. Meh, who am I trying to kid. That'd be fucking awesome.


Well... back to my spot under the rock.
» Ciao!
Buon Riposo mi amiche!!!
» The Music of the Night
The jeweled tones of a midwinter night surround me. It is not the silence that calls to me, but what is on the other side of it. The roar that is hidden within the simple pleasure of a cool crisp night. The silvery voice of the moon and twinkling light of the stars that supply a music all their own. The wind causes the bare branches of the trees to speak with a subtle percussion. The expansion and contraction of the walls offer a deep counterpoint. It is soothing in its own way, but when the warmth of home is left behind and the door is opened, that is when the exhilaration hits. The night embraces you with its hands of frost. You are pulled out into the glistening shadows and you add your voice to the melody that is already being played. The measured tread of your step upon the icy grass is metronomic, changing the song, turning into one of your own devising.
» Santa Ana Surf
There are times that the sound of the Santa Ana winds reminds me of the crashing waves near the ocean.

Something nice to listen to in the middle of the night
» I'm supposed to be sleeping...

I promised I would try and sleep tonight and I did try.

But sleep still will not come.  I've tried sleeping pills, reading, lying in the dark, completely exhausting myself during the day, and just about everything else I could think of (short of having someone knock me out).  So, now what?


» Tick Tock...
Midnight has come and gone... again.

I'm awake. What about the rest of you? Or are you all sleeping the sleep of the innocent? Although, I doubt any one of us is truly innocent. I must be really guilty of something. Probably just thinking too much.
» Another night of sleep deprivation
My head is killing me, my boyfriends out having really good coffee, and I can't get the fucking past to go away.

So, now what?
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