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I hate lying in bed... eyes wide open... brain doing it's best impression of a japaneese bullet train coarsing through the scenery of thoughts that fall like a torretial downpour at this time of night.

And it figures, I'm the only one up right now. Hate this shit...

I got a random IM from someone and my mind has been thinking about returning for a moment. Just to see friends and family. I don't know if I should do it, or when I would be able too. I swear the town I'm in literally DIES after 10 pm. Makes mw want to throw my hands up in frustration every night.

But whatever you know... I'm up here cause I made the choice to be up here. So I have no one to blame but myself for feeling miserable all the time. I just hate seeing others hurt cause of my feelings. And people wonder why I hide behind a keyboard till 2am most nights. I really think I would be better off as a hermit... A RICH hermit who recently won the lottery... That'd be nice. Meh, who am I trying to kid. That'd be fucking awesome.

Yeah...

Well... back to my spot under the rock.
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